Well, things are extremely hard.  I'm not sure what exactly to do.  Do I try to win her back?  Do I just let her go?  What am I supposed to do about finances?  I've been looking for things I'll need.  Like an apartment.  A roommate.  A car.  A phone.  How the heck am I supposed to work 3 jobs without a car?  I can't fight for our car b/c then my daughter won't have a means of transportation.  One of the guys at work said he'll help out where he can.  He's going to reactivate one of his old Metro PCS phones and let me use it if I pay the bill.  That'll be a big help because when my wife was having her affair, she bought a new phone, upgraded features, and then did $300 of overages on minutes, texts, and picture messages (naked of herself to the jerk who stole her).  Now my phone service is interrupted and the bill is $750+.  There's so much against me right now.

But God is with me.  He's blessed me with a good job, great coworkers, and I'm starting to get back in touch with a few old friends I haven't spoken to in months to years.  And my wife is going to finally start counseling with the church.  I've been begging for God to convict her of everything she's done and is doing.  Does she not realize that everything relationship she has til the day she dies will be adultery?  I'm aching for her soul.  So if anybody ever reads this, please pray for me, my wife, and my daughter - who is caught in the middle.